Four Poems by Emma Claire Foley
Valentine’s pastoral
Eros is backfor a new season
his real absolute limits disguised
behind a habit of glass flowers
snow dyed blue
soft soaked toys
a pre-plucked lyre
under a cold tree
acid-color tendrils resignation
to storm drain
to a god called city
& mendicant nature
a rapturous bath of associations
attacks at the border:
it has waited for you
in the lost free space of perfect nature
in the years of making up your mind,
that violent book. I hardly know it
from the limited excerpts
available online
unsure of my place
in the network of glades and sacred groves
I enact the local dances
with academic precision.
at the love parties
I am ruining the backdrops
with innocent exploratory motions,
assuming the shepherd
snapping at the edges of the city
infinitely delaying his homecoming
to stable bride
& in-laws named for trees
wants to be rescued. he leans toward his friend and says:
I got her the second-best brand of forever roses
up to two years. now he’s crying
I can’t save any of these things
flinging himself
at the source of all renewal
the paradigmatic ocean: to accept your spring
you must accept your death
make it make
less sense
imagine my good fortune
live a different lifestuff your mouth with grapes
turn the dials
on the inscrutable first object of inspiration
like America it’s all disturbed surface
a rugged world where everything dropped on the tracks must be rescued
who’s sorry now, they ask in the honky tonks and twilit community centers
and today I have an answer
the fractured symbolic order
where a girl can be so many things in a day
imagine my good fortune
***
when I don’t text you back I feel like a Kennedy
well dressed, as tragic as any American, but more obvious about it
there’s something dismally social about the path of light
a challenging aspect, where I must not imagine myself an animal, no, not today either
I saw disgust through an empty door frame and it was just that
a contentless pearl with no point of entry
held lightly in a reusable shopping bag
yet I’m the brilliant strategist
I’m the one whose job it is to roll the stone in front of the door
who can’t remember what’s middle class and what’s medieval
I am an expert on your personality
yet I can provide no insight on what you—
let finally loose on the unsuspecting city
—will do
welcome to my perfect network of small objects
hello holy terror
thinking of your long lawngreen nothing coming toward me
just your magic
enchanting an area
a sick line of green water
around the outer islands
industrial outbuildings
abandoned juiceless
-
it would be cute
if you found god
and with god walked
from shallow warming oceans
to helpless city center
holding hands
screaming into the light water
meaning joy
-
hello holy terror!
I’d call
from clouded hill
along essential maritime routes
to cozy commercial divot
to sea floor
and—when you had been shot down—
to guard your sleep
Emma Claire Foley's work has been published at Second Factory, the Baffler, Tarpaulin Sky, and elsewhere. She lives in New York.