Four Poems by Tom Zimmerman
1.5
a bag of casarecce on the kitchencounter strong ale sweating close at hand
my wife on Zoom with friends the dog zonked pancake
flat & angels looming in my head
// i love my silence & my reading it’s
John Ashbery right now with ghosts of Mahler
2 afloat like smoke within the dim
urns of my ears // the movie i rewatched
this afternoon less weird than my memory
of it much of so called life’s like this
we’ve got it backwards with the real events
our ash the recollection the consuming
fire our inattention smashes Now
into the bland quotidian we could
be living twice instead it’s1.5
approaching dotage
death doesn’t bother me but aging’s gotme by the balls the meadow grass lies matted
like our winter hair the dog & i
walk gimpy but i swear he’s getting longer
as he ages me i’m shrinking shirking
says my droll & pious angel // poet
that i’m reading wears his politics
in Day-Glo on his sleeve tattoo don’t blame
him me these days i cover up my flesh
for public decency resist however’s
now my favorite verb // let’s end this my
two thousandth poem give or take oh Em
i’m thinking of a certain slant of light
of how the moth outlives the butterfly
contra zero
the flame tips glowing slowly gold i’m notbacksliding into Hell but dozing by
my fireplace the windows black my own
reflected face a moon king silver seas
a dark side wife insists my skin’s absurdly
pink to every man his specialty
// i love the fray the struggle life is hard
blahblah for all of us so many years
i thought i’d lived enough thought let death come
// then i exhumed my angels felt a cosmos
flood my skull the mind’s migration path
a Möbius strip my ghosts simpáticos
// a crown without a head’s a zero Nero
with his tuneless lute & soulless smoke
maudlin goblin
selves wrestle memories in your brain go makethe bed & do the dishes scrub the dried wine
nipples clean from bottoms of the stemware
globes // life pages flipping backwards muse-
besotted self once wrote “oh maudlin goblin
days stunt shorter darker much like me
(& why do i keep typing muck) autumnal
both of us worlds whirling green to ash”
// ambivalence embarks first grabs you by
the scruff muse grunts fear smells of burning fur
// tall grass black branches shrink the path you walk
with doggo crossroads crone there suckles two
tween demons lifts her skirts your hidden birthmark
tingles you have never left the woods
Thomas Zimmerman (he/him/his) teaches English and directs the Writing Center at Washtenaw Community College, in Ann Arbor, Michigan, USA. His poems have appeared recently in Circle of Salt, Rawhead, and Wailing and Gnashing. His latest poetry book is Free Range Angels (Cyberwit, 2025).